i wish i could go to the barberque yesterday. and eat my MARSHMALLOWS! i loveee barberqued, golden brown, hard on the outside but it melts into your mouth when you bite it marshmallows. aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh but yet, i rather not see you. shrugs. i know i cant aviod you at all but i just want to not see you as much as i can. nah. i just dont wish to see you at all. i dont know.
i just read linyun blog. and i felt nothing much but just yea, she havent gotten over her ex and just thinking about the fun and love they had. until i read this. 'It feels jittery to being treated like a total stranger today, we were so close before yet we were pretending as if we didnt know each other.' shrugs. it true, aint it. and i brought me back to that time when i was still so clinging on to marcus. screw it, i was so naive thinking of returning to the old times. and i realised that such a great friendship actually turned out to be a sour, bitter ending. no, a great close friendship became a sweet loving romance that ended up having an ugly ending. it makes me feel sad thinking of all the friends that you had but you lost it just because you were foolish enough to believe in the fairytale stories, 'and they lived happily ever after, forever' why are we, a sixteen year old teenage, growing to be a muture adult still so foolish? i guess its all part and parcel of life. yes it is. without it i guess we would be like SHOCKWAVE(a guy's nickname) having gone through no pain and sufferings that make us whimper and start screaming for mummy when something bad happens to us and we do not know what to do. i suppose i have gotten over him, all thanks to the time that heals. for me, it really does heal me, i guess. and all thanks to all my friends who had been there for me. (:
