Saturday, April 30, 2005
10:31 PM
14.
21 days.
= 3 weeks.
yeaaa.
sian sian sian!
i dun wana study liao la
but imso glad.
after this chapter 7 im studyin left chapter 8.
den im DONE.
wif chemistry.
okok.
tts one sub only
hee.
im tired.
but got so many hundred piles of book to studyy.
roll eye.
stupid johnny joseph
stupid pathetic asshole.
make me carry piles of books under my table home.
thanks to hercules, strong muscular.
thanks for the chocolate n present!
i love them
but of course i love you more!
i didnt haf to carry it. X)
n he haf been makin me happy these few dayss.
i better startin studyin again n stop complaining.
before i collapse.
hahas.
me+you= twinnies!
me+ you = iloveyou.
xoxo
Thursday, April 28, 2005
9:29 PM
sighh.
im so lost;
i dun even noe where to start from.
i duno wad to do,
someone plss help me.
every time i tink bout wad happened tt day,
tears would b forming.
i totally haf no mood.
this thin haf hurt me too much.
juz too much.
i wana pour out all my sorrows,
but to whom?
i dun wana cry in front of my frens,
to Jesus is the only way.
i feel so insecure.
yes, now tt u noe y all the arguement started.
how it started.
maybe time is needed for both of us to understand each other well.
but im afraid.
wad if time doestn help?
i really duno wad to do.
disappointed,
again n again.
jealousy,
somethin tt i cant remove.
hurt,
somethin tt pierced me rite in the middle of my heart,
tt broke me into many thousand pieces.
this cut is hurting me real deep inside,
its an opened wound.
the knife's coming in again.
this time its going to cut me real deep again,
real hard.
n i would b bleeding terribly.
i wonder how much time is needed to heal this wound.
xoxo
Sunday, April 24, 2005
9:41 PM
hohoho.
FINE.
NOT CHRISTMAS.
NOONE CARE BOUT THE CHRISTMAS.
NO MORE CHRISTMAS FOR ALL OF U LITTLE KIDS.
NO PRESENTS.
FROM SANTA CLAUS.
hmphh/
to: the broken arm one.
i miss the way u hold me in ur arms. >.<
when im not happy.
i wan u to cheer me up.
not make me more angry!
but im sorry.
for makin u hurt all those times okies.
i love you.
xoxo
Saturday, April 23, 2005
8:53 PM
oh man!
theres somethin SERIOUSLY wrong wif me.
hahahahas.
its the same stupid idiotic old problem again,
everythin occuring at the same period of time,
before my dumb stupid exams.
i cant concentrate,
n the reason is obivious.
but this time,
if i open the book,
i cant even read more den 2 sentences n i will run off or msg.
oh shit.
this problem is BIG man.
now i even find it odd to hold the pen properly.
ok maybe it was my fever tts y i hardly wrote much.
tts y im weak probably.
but ders NO REASON for me to start SLACKING.
i shldnt b slacking,
i dun wana regret not going into my dream school again
n regret the time i haf wasted.
i cant afford to waste any time;
i dun wana drop any sub.
it means losing a chance,
disappointin my parents,
SHOWING MY BROTHER TT I CANT DO IT.
so im going to work for it,
hopefully i'll b able to do it n i really miss Haverster.
i wanan start forcing myself.
if i cant.
but i noe tt all things are possible wif God!
n i wana go church soon.
probably after exam.
i hope.
anyways.
im sorry for arguin wif u mr gundo sotong.
u juz noe tt i love u yes?
i love u n i miss u mr hercules.X)
xoxo
Friday, April 22, 2005
10:12 PM
i hate to doubt wad ppl say.
esp those hu i trust alot n i love alot.
but things haf made me again n again disappointed.
until i haf no choice;
i dun put much hope in it.
i hate this choice.
but is der any other way tt i can walk?
now each word tt comes out of ur mouth,
i fear,
for i fear it is somethin sweet; n loving.
but it didnt come from ur heart.
did it?
i noe this will hurt u.
it hurt me too.
i haf asked myself many a times;
y do u keep thinkin bout wad he said over n over?
y u cant juz see things as it was before?
this hurts me.
i saw things tt made me upset.
mayb not excatly upset.
but things tt.
make me feel the same way again.
siggh.
i seem to b in the top of his world.
top from the last.
i dun see things tt i dun wana see anymore.
-cries.
`tears forming.
xoxo
Thursday, April 21, 2005
2:16 PM
blehh.
im sickk.
-pui-
had a really hard time slping ystd nite.
totally 100% blocked nose
*gasp*
i had to breath wif my mouth for almost the whole nite.
n lookin at all the medicine itself make me wana puke already.
im SICK of these medicine.
haiss.
today i took mc.
im sorry joyce cherryl n xinyi.
esp joyce.
make u run wif other ppl
im sorry.
but some gundo also took mc.
to accompany me.
so sweet.
thanks. X)
i love u.X)
xoxo
Sunday, April 17, 2005
7:33 PM
Unbreakable by Westlife.
Took my hands
Touched my heart
Held me close
You were always there
By my side
Night and day
Through it all
Baby come what may
Swept away on a wave of emotion
Oh we're caught in the eye of the storm
And, whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you're mine
Believe that you're mine
This love is unbreakable
It's unmistakable
And each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
A feeling my heart just can't deny
Each time I look in your eyes
Oh baby, I know why
This love is unbreakable
Shared the laughter
Shared the tears
We both know
We'll go on from here
'Cause together
We are strong
In my arms
That's where you belong
I've been touched by the hands of an angel
I've been blessed by the power of love
And whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you're mine
This love is unbreakable
It's unmistakable
Each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
A feeling my heart just can't deny
Each time you whisper my name
Oh baby, I know why
This love is unbreakable
Through fire and flame
When all this is over
Our love still remains
This love is unbreakable
It's unmistakable
Each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
A feeling my heart just can't deny
Each time you whisper my name
Oh baby, I know why
'Cos each time I look in your eyes
Oh baby, I know why
This love is unbreakable
xoxo
i love uuuu
thank u soo much for taggin.
hee.
i went ot cut hair today.
n guess wad
it sucks.
as usual.
hahahahas.
everytime she walks to the left of me
i will tink
yes yes! take the mirror for me to see!
i will think tt she will FINALLY stop cuttin
but den all she does is to change scissor n cut some more.
n i will tink.
huh.
scissors again.
man.
seriously.
i tin kthe whole school will laugh at me tml can
hahahas.
but my hercules will still love me. X)
i love u too marcus.X)
xoxo
Saturday, April 16, 2005
11:17 PM
i hate myself.
how could i lose my happiness so easily juz like tt.
i got so pissed off juz like tt.
n i let us argued again.
again.
yes.
again.
again n again.
the same thin.
can we juz stop it.
it hurts both of us.
can we pls stop it.
find a way.
juz stop it.
cause i love you.
xoxo
Friday, April 15, 2005
9:44 PM
i love u.
yes i do.
-nod heads.
im tryin my best to stay wif u.
but nobody noes wad will happen next
only God noes.
i hope we last forever.
im juz very afriad to lose u.
cause i dun wan to.
i cant bear to.
i love u.
xoxo
Thursday, April 14, 2005
5:56 PM
best fren.
it hurt me.
xoxo
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
10:50 PM
i dun wana argue wif u.
issit u.
or issit me.
i dun understand.
this problem keeps occuring.
over n over n over again.
until im SICK n TIRED of it.
i dun wana care bout it.
but i cant.
cause i love you too much.
but do u noe.
everytime tt we argue.
it actually hurts me.
all the things tt u say after tt.
it hurts me.
every word.
this time its really hurting me real deep.
i dun wan this to happen.
xoxo
im sorry.
im really sorry.
i duno y m i like tt.
im sorry.
forgive me.
dun say sorry.
it will hurt me even more
xoxo
Sunday, April 10, 2005
7:50 PM
i stead wif u to b happy
not to worry n not to b happy.
y muz i care bout wad others think.
wad others say?
as long as im happy wif u.
nothing matters.
cause i love you.
xoxo
dun wana tink bout anythin.
except bout uu.
if only we can b together.
without caring bout wad others say.
or caring bout wad others think.
if only.
i juz wana b together wif u.
forever.
xoxo
Saturday, April 09, 2005
10:44 PM
todays a special day.
yes im tired.
but i still wana blog this.
STUPID CHICKEN.
PLS STOP SLEEPING WHENEVER U'RE AT HOME.
im tryin SO hard to contact u.
n i cant study tml again cause i haf no shou ce.
gettin baptised?
good!
but i hope u haf really found God. X)
todays a special day.
im not going to say wad day isit.
but its juz a sppecial day. X)
i saw this ripcurl or issit roxy bag today.
its shitty nice n i wana buy it.
aahhhhh
im going to buy it!!
i love you.
tts all i wana say.
xoxo