hellos (: how's life? i hope its GREAT! haha. enjoy life while you're still living man! well, im serious yea. everyone is learning everyday. im learning more about friendship. yep, such a great gift from God, but yet. it can be one of the most piercing thing that pierces your heart. im sure all of you know what i'm talking about. this entry would be rather thought-provoking. erh, if thats the phrase for it.but, yes.
well, i'm glad i had such a great talk with my friend today. this friend of my is just so special. indeed, i could never have such a great true friend.
think about it, which of your friends would you classify as your true friends? which of them you know for sure would be there for you anytime anywhere, not being too dependent on them, but actually when you're feeling oh-so-down, that friend of yours would stop whatever she/he is doing, lend a listening ear and comfort,sympathize you? which of them would cry with you when you're crying, and laugh with you as you're laughing? would your friend actually understand what you are going through, understand you and actually go through pain with you, stand up for you or always try to keep you on the right track when he/she knows you're going to be lead astray. would your friend be the one that you would still keep contact with even when you graduate from this school? are you 100% sure that these "i will miss you", "friends forever", "we will keep in contact" will come true.even if you know that you will definitely try to keep in contact with your friend, would your friend make an effort after she/he is different school from you, surrounded with a new group of friends?
define true friendship. there is no 100% correct definition for it, is there? well, since you have classified your friends with your true friends. think of what that true friend(s) have done for you all these while, thoughout these years. how this friend of yours have stood up for you countless of times, how this friend of yours have done so much just to cheer you up. how this friend have sacrifice so much for you for anything, how much this friend laugh with you and how much this friend cry with you as you're crying. silly as it may seems, but truly, think about it. it touches your heart, doesnt it. well, it touches my heart.
this friend of my certainly is my true friend. this friend of my has done so so so much for me that i dont know how to repay. this friend of my have been there for me, from the start til now. everytime i'm so helpless and weak, this friend of my never fail to stand beside me and urge me to pick myself up and to move on with life. this friend has done so much for me, sacrifice for me. this friend of my, i hope i have done the same for you. i hope that i've sacrifice for you, and that you would actually think of me as your true friend. my dearest friend, thank you so much. i love you.
xoxo
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
4:55 PM
alrights. long time since i blogged. i know i have to make this worth reading cause you all said you love me! well, today was quite unhappy lah im sorry for flaring up quite abit occasionally. pms you see. school is great. yea, like real man. hahahaha. english wordpower test suck, do did chinese. but yes, freedom. muahaha
geek in the pink, my fav now. haha. i've decided to grow long hair, im not sure how it will turn out though. but what i know is that if i want long hair it would take a long long time to grow.
"innocence ages as human ages." think about it. random i know, but. shrugs. i want to town!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! alright, more like have loads of fun. would someone date me out. gees. i come to realise that some people actually dont understand me at all.
im going to start recording what i've ate in a day and you know what, i ate three tomatoes ystd. =D not the small box one, but yes the real one. they were delicious.
you know what? i truly believe God will make a way. well, like. He has proven to me and everything yea. yes indeed. i wish i could sort of share, but its kinda personal problem kinda thing yea. but yes people. no matter what happens, a simple prayer would do. the difference is great (:
shall blog later. see you people, LOVE!
xoxo
Saturday, March 18, 2006
11:27 PM
say you love me! haha. ok i know all of you did before you could enter my blog. hah. gb was great. actually. not really lah. kinda left out and everything. but playing with felicia and esther was REALLY FUN. i was really super tired and i'm like. in switch off mood. and they really made me laugh til i couldnt laugh anymore. zzzzzzz. tired. and i dont want to go tuition ALONE AGAIN! i really dont want lah. see those lians again. alright, not only that. but i dont want to sit there by myself and do work. i have tendacy of switching off at tuition lessons! you know that! so when a piece of work is given to me! lalala. im know nth about it.
actually, i really dont see a point of you competing so darn hard for results. come on. you should know that studies aint everything. let me repeat, it is not = to everything. whats the point of pushing yourself so darn hard to achieve the results that.. is that what you really want? stop this too much of a competing thing. really.
lalala. gloves are gross things. hah. i'm such a muddle-head. and i wasted about 8 bucks on cab fare all thanks to my bad memory brain. see you people. LOVE!
xoxo
Sunday, March 12, 2006
8:59 PM
life is great i tell you. love is everywhere. but unfortunately some things kinda make me think of the past and everything. not say think, but actually miss the presence. alright. that was random. and friendster and hotmail kinda irritate me alot. growls.
tanwenqi is smart. she suggest to go PASIR RIS to study. my goodness. staring into the com for 3 hours is making me feel sick not to mention the stupid email still ccant be sent. sorry to those people whom im talking to but didnt reply when i was busy, like dawn cherryl junwei and jasmine. it has been quite a busy week still. so will be the next. i want a dog. ): my wounds are healing! yay! PLEASE HELP ME PRAY THAT THAT WOULDNT BE SCAR! ): i really dont want any scars ok. i would probably cry til i die. thats rubbish, i know. see you people. LOVE!
xoxo
Saturday, March 11, 2006
11:50 PM
HELLO! =D today has been a real great day. had loads and loads of fun, being high and everyone told me to take my medicine, asked people to control me and etc. MS FELICA CHUA IS AFRAID OF ME! MUAHAHA. hehehe. ms ester lim says i need counselling. i love everyone in recreation. retreats always bond me closer to those people. i finally understood the pain and trouble to actually have only TWO people to teach and prepare the game, while it took us about 6 people, split up and everything. recreation is such a great committee. i think im gonna cry when its R.O.D. kinda sad, isnt it. but i will come back to serve. and i want to plan games too! i just love today loads.
gees. i think i wouldnt dare to go queenstown by myself anymore, after getting lost at ULU pandan. shucks, its must have been what dawn has planned for me to be lost. she must haven knew that i would got lost and left me to DIE there. ok i dont know what rubbish im uttering, probably cause im tired. found another great friend today.kinda nice yea. falling asleep. see you people. LOVE YOU! =D
xoxo
Thursday, March 09, 2006
4:37 PM
hello people.=D its has been a long time hasnt it? well, life is great. and i believe that i'm moving on quite well, but yea. God is my strength! His works are always wonderful, isnt it? yep. well, recalling back adam khoo was great. learnt much, had great fun and everything. cross country. i fell down again. i wonder why am i so clumsy. gee. i trip over my shoe,fell flat and skidded across the carpark. ._. infront of many people too. it did hurt alot though. having difficulty standing and sitting even.
aaahhhhhhhhhhhh. i forgot what i wanted to blog, darn. ohh. yea, i have been going out with dawn and amelia. actually, not always la dont know what m i talking about thanks to TAN WEN QI. stupid aint she. i know she is. X) i miss doing things for people that makes them smile. rahh.