its hurtin me deep inside tearin me apart. maybe if im a retard it would b much more better i would b so happy. so carefree. there isnt a need to worry at all. i really dun understand. y is my mum like tt. can she b juz more understandin? thinkin tt shes always right. we r always wrong. she only noes how to say tt we dun understand her. does she understand us. frens arent more important den family. but they play a huge n big role in everyones life. y doest she juz trust her frens. y muz she b so unreasonable n not understanding. wad he ask for is juz a family fren. wads wrong wif tt. i mean its like. she doesnt understand at all. wads so bad bout christians. does praying to the gods in temple work? to me, no way. they dun work at all. but my God is real. prayin to Him works. He answers prayer. y cant she juz b more open-minded. stop thinkin tt christians r so bad. they r not evil or wad. i duno. juz leave me alone to shout scream cry die. Oh God pls strengthen me Lord.
xoxo
Thursday, February 17, 2005
5:53 PM
hahahahas. coping kinda better i study in sch n when i come home. den when i finish den i tok to sotong. hahahas. good. n i got time for Bible! woohoo! hahahas. next mon is camp le! aaahhhhhh m i suppose to scream hahahas. i duno la now den im lookin foward to it. :))))))))) hahahas. todays chi test was shit ok haahas. im gonna fail it. blehhh tml's bio test. hais. study!!!! hahhas. alrightyyy. take care God bless :))))
xoxo
Friday, February 11, 2005
9:19 PM
i will try. try not to tink of wad ur treatin me as. i duno. well. im a strong girl. i will hold back. from now on. on 11 feb 2005 9.20 p.m i wana cry for no one else but for God only. well i will try. since u wana treat me this way i haf nth to say. juz roll my eyes n pretendin though wadever didnt happen im depressed//
xoxo
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
9:50 PM
m i suppose to cry.
or wad.
or say THANKS everythin when there isnt anythin to thank u bout.
thanks for puttin me behind HER. thanks for keepin her accompany when i wan u to go out wif me. forget it.
maybe its my fault again.
haiss.
xoxo
Sunday, February 06, 2005
8:03 PM
hahahaha.
yeaa.
new blogskin
but im going to change soon.
hee.
yep yep
my dogggg slpingg.
haiz.
tml going back
=(
sad
hahas
nvm
den got more time wif God
n maybe sotong
duno la
hahas.
todays so boring
juz now my dog barked n growled!
so cute!
ah!
hahahahas.
im insaneee.
xoxo
Saturday, February 05, 2005
10:38 PM
hahahahahahahas. twinnie got a hair cut today. i went out wif horrigble DAWN KOH today hahahhaa. mummy dawn koh was damn funny lo hahahahas. okokok im crazzy. muahahaha. anyway tt dawn arhs. make me walk up down up down up down same store look at same shirt n in the end nv buy anythin. ._. hahahahas.
well im really sorry my Lord. i didnt did wad i promise u. im sorry Lord. i will try now. n i tink im going to backslide soon. cause i keep tokin to sotong n my bro brought his dog home! so cuteee duno hus dog la hahas got dog can liao hahahas. den.. i will tend to forget to read the Bible haiss. welll i shallnt tink so much bout my life. many ppl r much more worse den me hais. well. wad i can do is to PRAY a PRAYER is POWERFUL yep yepp well shld b all la God bless.