oh yeass. wads so wrong wif me. i duno. i really dun. cant stay happy for long.
xoxo
Thursday, July 28, 2005
8:47 PM
yeas. flag raiser. boos. haf been doin a lousy job outta it. boo me pls. my flag haf been dropping for the past two days. tsk.
haf really learnt how to contorl my tears well. oh well. all kept in my heart i wonder how long can i stay un-crying. yet i noe tt deep in my heart it hurts so much. juz so much. sighh. some one pls heal my heart.
xoxo
Saturday, July 23, 2005
9:03 PM
yays. im ((: now.
xoxo
Friday, July 22, 2005
9:21 PM
speechless. lonely.
an unhappy smile. is der even a smile. dun feel like tokin.
a stab in my heart.
xoxo
Thursday, July 21, 2005
10:18 PM
seriously speaking im still pissed wif ong woeichian but its ok. i shldnt haf shouted at him too.
grrr. can someone pls remind me to update all my blogs wahahahahha anyway. life arent tt good. but well wad to do survive wif it lo. haf to go on wif it wad.
gee am i earning the hatred of the whole school wahahah
xoxo
Monday, July 18, 2005
7:55 PM
happy 100th. ((: i feel guilty. deb bday toady n im so MEAN to TOTALLY FORGOT bout it. sighh wad kind of fren m i
grrr. i duno wad im sayin i duno wad i wan i dun feel like tokin. i juz feel like screaming. but will my heart feel so much more better?
xoxo
Monday, July 11, 2005
5:27 PM
wahaha. today so isnt a good day until. bout 4 plus blehh. God answered my prayer ((: forgot wad i wanted to say la huh. hee
i wan my corochan!
to you- i will try to change.
xoxo
Monday, July 04, 2005
11:35 AM
"and i got this stupid living reflection of me who happens to be called my twinnie. and the SADDEST fact of al. i've known her for TWELVE years."
thanks "twinnie" since u r so ashamed of me being your twinnie why dun you pretend tt i dun exist cause you haf your besties as your best frens after all. since you n my mum is so ashamed of me y dun u all leave me alone to die. if you find me such a disgrace den go find your besties. i dun need someone to be ashamed of me. besides i can see tt u live without me n u dun need much of me as you only come to find me when they arent there for you it has always been you n your besties.
xoxo
Sunday, July 03, 2005
11:04 PM
thanks. thanks for treatin me as the second. all you do is you n ur besties. hello. u said you n ur besties haven been going towning for a month. wad bout us. u totally forgot bout us. -roll eyes. like hello. when had we gone out together. besides friday which u actually intended to go out wif them n not me. you had no choice to go out wif me. i noe. i noe u wanted to go out wif them n not me i noe. i had always been second. all you say everyday is lets go out together n wads next? ya. together. together wif u n ur besties like hello. when i need to tok to you your always out. n i wana go out wif u study wif you ya wif your besties. -roll eyes. thanks.