im so happy!!!
she sent me msg from egypt!!!
*screams*!!!
yea!!!
hahahahs.
we were havin pinic den she msg-ed me!!
i so happy!!!!!!!!!!!
den ystday she tag my board!!
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
i really very happy!!
hahahs,.
tiffanie.
i really dislike u alot.
how can u say tt.
irresponsible.
u meant urself?
u came to comp tt day without ur land yard.
wah lau.
pls lo.
stop critisin ppl can.
i really bui ta han u liao.
argh. juz get lost.
xoxo
yep
sat.
drill comp.
ok la.
i dun feel like typing le.
=x
hee.
soo.
kai ping did somethin super funny!
it was pan-dan kiri
den kai ping dun need to tilt her head.
den she went to tilt!
den she realised she did somethin wrong
so she use her hand to hit her head
like how she does usually in the practices.
*screams*
in front of the judges!
SO FUNNY!!
hahahahhas.
anyway.
we won Sliver n tanya got best commander!!!!!!!
YEA!!
DEBORAH SQUAD GOT GOLD!!!
im so happy for her!!
hahhahas.
regina is so happy!
hahahs.
yea.
we haf done her proud.
=D
haahahhas.
ok.
next post on tt woman n WEN!!!
xoxo
YEA!!
im so happy!
ok.
lets start from friday.
yeaa.
one day before competition.
squad 5 had an outing!!
hahas.
we had soooo much fun!!
kai ping
zarra
xiao ting
chee mun
me
tiffanie>.<
jing long went.
ok.
jing long was wif zarra.
den he wanted to go.
but zarra didnt allow him to.
so i juz ask him go lo.
hahas.
so fun!!!
anyway. when i was at the bus stop waitin 4 cheryl grandmother i saw NEO yi song.
argh.
he bullied me.
some more same surname as me.
alamak.
hahas.
hmmm.
we went bugis buy bacon bits.
den we went to marina bay!
hahas!
at bugis mrt station,
they were fooling around, n xiao ting was pretendin to slap ppl. muahaha!
so fun!!
i recorded she n zarra playin den xiao ting 'slap-ped' her.
in the mrt station!
SO FUNNY!!
hahahas.
den we took the train.
n they were like playin wif the ball in the train.
n kai ping wanted 2 throw the ball at zarra. but den she missed n the ball flew out!
hahahaa!
n u can guess wad happened!
she went out to the the ball n the door closed!
AHHAHAHAH!!
hahahas.
u shld haf seened her facial expression!! so cute!!
hahahas.
so she called me.. n we waited for her at marina bay.
when we reached der..
der was abit of rain!
soo.. we went arcade to play!
den finally.. we settled down..
n played! n eat!
i became pick ball auntie. >.<
hahas.
anyway. it rained again!!!!
we packed our things den went aracade again.
argh.
hahas.
tiff played para para.
okok.
den we took bus.. n we went to watch the increibles!
we wanted to watch shutter.
but they say timing to late.
ok lo.
den shutter.
*screams!*
before tt we played chop chilli chop chilli chop chop chop
hahas.
den some ppl had to do forfeit!!
i video-ed them doing some punishment infront of EVERYONE.
hahahahas.
den we watched movie..
hee.
i was spreadin tuna on bread n eatin other stuffs n freezing while watchin.
LOL!
we were pinic-ing inside der!
hahahas.
very fun!!
hee
den..
after tt we had fun!!
we went around asking ppl for their signatures!
very very fun!!
hee.
everyone enjoyed friday!
hahas.
ok next post would be on... saturday!!
had fun on friday!
[[7 more days]] [[[21 nov'04][1.17p.m]]]
xoxo
Thursday, November 18, 2004
9:52 PM
missing uuu
haiss
when u r backk
im off for campp
haiss
i will only be see-ing u on 29 nov or 30 nov.
boos.
i miss u
i cant even see u durin my bday
i really feel like crying =(
or even before my camp
or on ur bday
=(
but i tink u r havin funn
well`
hopefully u r havin fun
haiss. alrightt.
i dun tink u would give me the chance to tell u bout wad happen.
sooo.
myabe i will post in blog ltr den
hee.
[[10 more days!!!]] [[[18 nov'04][9.57p.m]]]
xoxo
Monday, November 15, 2004
10:06 PM
argh. y cant u juz leave me alone to live in my own world is sickening to receive call everytime. to get screamed when using com wads wrong man. its holis. finally the freakin exams r over the time of stress books pia-ing mugg-ing study-in stream-ing worry-ing so y cant u juz leave me alone n use my own com anyway if i do tt i will onlyu go crazy it doesnt concern u i will play my game n shut up so wads wrong i cant slp so early so wads the use of lying der tryin to force myself to go to slp n worry n think tt i haf amesia it suckx u noe i haven use vulgar for a long time n i dun wish too so shut up n stop callin me stop bothering me i dun wish to go ur house i dun really like it. this is the truth. i dun wana lie. argh. i hate this life. cant stand ittt juz leave me aloneeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [[13 more days]] [[[15 nov'04][22.22p.m]]]
xoxo
Sunday, November 14, 2004
9:35 AM
ystday went to collect results. well. half expected n half not expected tt i went to 3-2. yepp. but i dun really feel so happy to go 3-2 shld b YEAHHHH!!! I GO 3-2!!! but im like tt oh. 3-2? orh. go lo *shrug* i duno how m i going to live in 3-2 next year. sighhss. no deborah. no joeline. no dawn koh. i will miss u guys!!! really love u guys alot!! but recess i will still go n find u. well. at least haf cherryl lum! hahas. yeaaa. next year sitting wif u *smilEsss* hee. but. got HER. man. she better dun rei me anymore. argh. got john. boos. i duno la. juz duno him. nv tok to him before yepps. so i will be taking.. A maths E maths Biology Physic Chemistry Social Studies and Elective GEOGRAPHY English Chinese yepps. argh. geography can kill me. n i haf 5 other impt n new sub to coop wif. haiss. they say sec 3 honey moon year. i dun think so. i tink is the time to start pia-ing for ur '0's ur basic fountation will be built up in ur sec 3 lifeeee. well. *whew* wen, i will listen to u. im aim-ing for 6 points. yepp. but well. i dun really haf tt much confidence tt i can get 6 points. but im still aim-ing for it. =D thanks for tellin me tt. hee. thanks yea? lets work hard to our 6 points!!!!!! [[14 more days!]] [[[14 nov '04][9.42a.m]]]
xoxo
Friday, November 12, 2004
11:35 PM
yepp. wad wen said is juz like how i tot so too. i was juz thinkin i duno when. quite long ago ba. wanted to put wad i tot at tt time in blog. but always lazy. so. lets see. yepp. i was thinking. gettin into trip sci class isnt everythin. it doesnt mean tt u r clever. neither is gettin into the top or best class. it doest mean tt u r clever too. i realised tt juz gettin into the best class because u wan ppl to think tt u r clever or recongise u as a clever person is dumb. simple dumb. wads the point. its where ur interest lie. n wad u wana be in the future. gettin into trip sci class doesnt mean u r clever. gettin into the last class doesnt mean u r stupid-est. diff ppl haf diff ability. combined sci classes isnt stupid ppl neither is 34 nor 35 ppl streamin haf make me 'clear up the misunderstanding' yepp. 31 n 32 is the best class cause it haf trip sci. its a yes n a no. well. if u dun understand. den nvm. tml im gettin back my results. finally im feelin a bit scared. but ders only one thin for me to do. get the results; see it, n accept it. cause this sch is lousy. they dun give u an option form. theres only 5 classes. u cant choose the subs combination. u cant opt. wad to do u can only accept it. well. now. when i see ppl or read ppl blog, i will only keep the comments to myself. only whenppl ask den will i say. well. haf some respect for ur dad. after all hes ur dad. he cares for u. give him some respect. n ur grandma too. he isnt the worse dad in the world. i haf seen how some dad r worse. accept things tt r given to u. do not complain. cause the things given to u arent the worst. they r the best. u r not the worst child in the whole world. der r more pitful n worse-er child in this world. dun say tt life isnt fair. life haf been always fair. think bout it. life haf always been fair to u. nv been unfair. we always think bout the unfair side. wad bout the fair side? maybe to some ppl is nonsense. ten years ltr i may read n laugh at myself for being silly n dumb. but its true. think bout it. [[love ya daRLing!]] [[16 more days to go!]] [[[12 nov '04][11.51p.m]]]
xoxo
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
10:02 PM
boohoo. lets see more den a week not updated? hahas. playin maple story again hee. i wana train my mageeee to high high high lvl like jun wei *screams* hes character so good! hahas hmmm the champions. tt show is nice but i dun like yilin hahas but tts only in the show well. i cant do anythin noe. im not the writer of the story hahas. well juz tot how fortunate im. hmmm got sooo many ppl tt r good to me hahas wen qi. number one. yepps. a word of thanks is not enough to repay ur love n kindness to me. is not enough to 'repay' wad u haf done for me. nevertheless, thank you. hmmm lets see deborah n joeline! thanks for enduring all my anger hahas. thanks for being der when i need u guys. i will continue to confine in u guys=D love u guys!! *muakx* JUN WEI hahahahas. my herooo hahas im ur princess in danger hahahas okok. hmmm jun wei he haf been actin like my big big bro. also abit like my security guard hahas. nv let me die in maple story. hes like.. my hero n brother? hahas. well. thank u for all u haf done for me. =D continue to save me yea? hahas. thank u! well. hu else? daniel lam! hahas. thanks for buyin the chocolate for me. but it.... erhhh melted. hahahhaas. thanks anyway! n if u r buyin another one for me. THANK U SO MUCH! hahas. Godddddd thank u for the phone u gave me! thank u Lord. yepps. thank u for lettin me noe all these good frens. thank u! [[theres only one daRLing in my world`n thats u*]] [[18moredays!]] [[[10 nov '04][10.11p.m]]]
xoxo
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
9:17 PM
im saddie =( =( =( boos. heehee. haiss. i duno y im feelin this wayy. how i wish i wasntt. maybe. juz feel tt u r forcin urself to reply my msgg. sighhs. alright. i will try to keep my distance. i wont tok to u until u tok to mee. i think tts wad u wan? i will do itt. if u wan me to. but i duno wad to doo. would u tell me wad m i suppose to doo. sighss. yeaa. im tryin hard to force myself to stop likin u. but i doubt i can do it. u cant force me to stop likin u.. neither can i. God cann. anyway. its up to God hu plans for us n will wan the best for uss. if u dun replyy. tts the end of it. i will tryy to forget uuu. is tt wad u wan? i like guys wif initative. maybe i dun tink u haf taken any so farr. sighhs. u juz broke my heart. but its ok! im a strong girl n i recover fast. im happy now!! i duno yy. the kitkat chunky tt u might b givin me. i will enjoy it =D thanks for msgin me anyway. maybe u will be my god bro. my kor kor! hee. thanks for all the happiness u haf been givin me! thank u!! [[memories in my heart will nv be gone`loving u had been fun]] [[[3 nov '04][21.53p.m]]]
xoxo
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
10:49 PM
probably this is my wishlist? when im in my own world of loneliness, or sadness. whenever i haf no mood. i would juz tok to some body. on the phone. yeaa. how i wish. now im tokin to u........ tryin to make me cheer up. maybe u would. maybe u wont. i duno. is crying my only option? or maybe jumpin down from here. im juz kiddin. yeaa i always say n say only. i dont do it. im not so dumb. n juz sayin for fun of itt. alright. juz try to push it outta my mindd. my bday is juz 26 more days. wen is 25. she haf read wad i wanted for my bday. my wish list. been alonee. wif u. juz u. walkin along the beach side by side. havin fun. tokin laughin. n den havin frens in chalet. laughin party-in. sighss. maybe is juz a wish. tt wont come true? maybee. i wont get to celebrate my bday from last yr til next year. this yr wen n sheng kang my wonderful god bro wana go out wif me. im so happy. maybe not now. cant uuuuu juz reply meeeeeeeeee........... sighsss. [[missing u*]] [[[ 2 nov '04][ 22.56p.m]]]
xoxo
sighhss. lovin u wif all my heart is all tt i wana do nowwwwwww yepp. i still cant forget wad had happened!! aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh *screamssssssssss* we were walkin home.. den i was flirtin wif Kai Ping. lols. hahas. was sayin i noe u wan my kiss la horr. den i made the kissin sound.. den i turned around. n there he was!!! *screams!* my heart was beatin so fast! seein him when i was expectin too is already 'scary' n enough for my heart to beat sooo fast! n den ... he SMILED N WAVED AT MEEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i really wana die of happiness le!! aaaahhhh!!! i still cant believe it! he SMILED n WAVED at mE!!!!!!!! n i think i didnt smile or wadever to him!!! so pai sei!! some more ltr he think im lesi!! tryin to seduce kai ping or wad!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ur smile is so beautiful. juz like God. ur wave to me is the best one tt i haf ever seen (huh??) first time so happy to haf some1 to wave at me. others wave at me im okok. but u?!?! IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYY aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh after tt i msg-ed uuuuuu u looked so happy readin ur phone. smiling n smiling =D aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh im really really very very happy! i still cant forget the way u smiled n waved at meeeee i really cant forget.. will u be myy? oooohhhh plss. be myyy. im still waitin for u to reply meeee. oh well. it haf been 2 hr pls le. dun really expect u to reply. but im still happy!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh reallyy so happy.. aaaaaaahhhhhhh. Love is... so bigg ohhh mann. gettin lost in lovee. aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh [[lovin u wif all my heart]] [[gettin lost in love]] [[im still waitin for uu*]] [[no one else. but u n only uu*]] [[juz cnat forget ursmile]] [[cant stop thinkin bout uuuu*]] [[tts no one else but only uuuuuuu*]] [[missin u*]] [[[2 nov '04][19.23 p.m]]]
xoxo
Monday, November 01, 2004
10:00 PM
WAH LAU. freakin sch. wads their damn problemm la. firstly, theres NO option form. NO. NONE. NOt even ONE. wah tts. irritatin. but its ok wif me already. den if u wana opt. FORGET IT. the chance is 0%. ZERO. wahhhh. enough to kill me. den they say no more hist. WAH. HISTORY LEHS. A SUB I HAF BEEN WANTIN TO GET SINCE.. start of this yr? CANOT TAKE LA! wah seii. not only me going to write petition. ALOTTTT of us gonna sign it. oh damnit . thanks la. now they r sayin got hist, no hist. wads this man? n kenneth wong say got good news. peng. hais busy now cya [[[2 nov '04][10.20p.m]]]