i cant stand it any more. i haf been thinkin bout this ever since i duno when. i hate to think bout this. ookies. no hatred. but i really dun like this. i duno. i duno. this is wad i haf been sayin ever since last nite. okies. i owe all my fren an explanation. but after this thin. i tink its time to clarify things. yes. i need to tok to u bout alot of things.
yes. u haf feelings for me. but is tt the same as like? i duno wad i wan ur answer to be. im confused at my own thoughts n feelings. do i wan u? or wad. or do i wan u to b juz my good fren or more than tt huhs.
this is a point of time for us to decide. yes i noe. no i cant escape from reality n this subject this is day tt i hope i wont come. but it has to come. n it has already come. i hope tt this thin would come to a good ending. will it?
xoxo
Sunday, March 27, 2005
10:36 PM
hahahas. man all of my frens blog has a song. my's suppose to haf one too., wad happened to it? its kinda weird to haf a blog without song. isst? hee. duno.
i've found another perso n to trust. pearlyn! yea. shes such a nice person. X)
thanks Dawn!
argh. i dislike studyin. hmphh.
xoxo
Thursday, March 24, 2005
10:42 PM
i will rmb wad u haf said dad. it juz hurt me too much. i wana do it. i cant take it anymore its driving me crazy.
i juz dun feel like doin anythin leave me alone.
im sorry Lord. im sorry.
xoxo
Sunday, March 20, 2005
11:07 PM
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time.
The Goddess of Roses and Love. You are a hopeless romantic. Always optimistic and loving, you have many friends and you are exceptionally trustworthy. You are a innocent beauty.
You are the Spirit of Love. You think around romance and are extremely compassionate. Whenever you want something you can get it due to your fiery passion. You can make friends quite easily, because peopole are attracted to your obvious good nature. You will have no trouble in finding a life partner and will be very happy.
"even if like it's also i like her wad. she wont like me this type of ppl de la."
sighh. i wanted to say. how u noe lehs. )):
Jewel--I'm leaving on a jetplane All my bags are packed Im ready to go Im standin here outside your door I hate to wake you up to say goodbye But the dawn is breakin Its early morn The taxis waitin Hes blowin his horn Already Im so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me Tell me that youll wait for me Hold me like youll never let me go Cause Im leavin on a jet plane Dont know when Ill be back again Oh babe, I hate to go
Theres so many times Ive let you down So many times Ive played around but I tell you baby, they dont mean a thing Every place I go, I think of you Every song I sing, I sing for you When I come back, Ill bring your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me Tell me that youll wait for me Hold me like youll never let me go Cause Im leavin on a jet plane Dont know when Ill be back again Oh babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you One more time Let me kiss you And close your eyes Ill be on my way Dream about the days to come When I wont have to leave you alone About the times, I wont have to say
Oh, kiss me and smile for me Tell me that youll wait for me Hold me like youll never let me go Cause Im leavin on a jet plane Dont know when Ill be back again Oh babe, I hate to go But, Im leavin on a jet plane Dont know when Ill be back again Oh babe, I hate to go
xoxo
everythin is gone. i haf to retype ))))):
i dun wana type anymore. im tired. of this whole thin)):
i love u twinnie. thanks for the kiss cause some1's jealous of it XD
i cant control my feelings for u how could i b so stupid to fall in love deeper n deeper. without noe-in it.haiss. LOrd help me will u.
ystd. wild wild wet. woohoo! un burn n a beautiful sun tan! wooooohoooooooooooooooooooo!!! hahahas. i was angry wif some1 ystd. was it the rite thin to do? oh.oh.
im sorry mummie. forgive me will u. im sorry Lord too. forgive me. i've learnt my lesson. )):
let the waves wash all our troubles away.
xoxo
everythin is gone. i haf to retype ))))):
i dun wana type anymore. im tired. of this whole thin )):
i love u twinnie. thanks for the kiss cause some1's jealous of it XD
i cant control my feelings for u how could i b so stupid to fall in love deeper n deeper. without noe-in it. haiss. LOrd help me will u.
ystd. wild wild wet. woohoo! sun burn n a beautiful sun tan! wooooohoooooooooooooooooooo!!! hahahas. i was angry wif some1 ystd. was it the rite thin to do? oh.oh.
im sorry mummie. forgive me will u. im sorry Lord too. forgive me. i've learnt my lesson. )):
let the waves wash all our troubles away.
xoxo
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
10:57 PM
y u juz simply dun trust me. every single thin every single word u juz DUN trust me AT ALL. tell me tell me y r u so unreasonable y u dun trust me! wads wif TWO ppl going to TAN at the BEACH can some1 tell me wads wrong. this life simply sux.
i juz wana sit on a swing tt swing me really high up. swing me away n let me disappear into the clouds. n i wont b found ever again. let me live in eternity where i can haf a unbroken relationship wif God. oh juz leave me alone.
xoxo
Sunday, March 13, 2005
11:22 PM
im listening to this song. by maroon 5 This love n SHe will be loved. it simply brought back so many wonderful memories. of how we studied to together listenin n singin this song. this is a de-stress song huhs. we juz cant stop singing it when the music is played. omgish i miss u guys juz so much. love ya.
xoxo
xoxo
Saturday, March 12, 2005
8:42 PM
i juz came back from a whole day of gb. seriously dun regret going gb at all. it was like super fun la. i was laughin like crazy lots of time. i simply loveee all my senior NCOs. my juniors n my darling frens! u all rock! woohoo! im so glad to b able to bond wif my frens. simply love them so muchh.
u simply dun trust me. y is tt so.
this is so disappointing. i juz feel like crying. has everybody forgotten me? im sorry for neglecting u all. forgive mee.):
xoxo
Thursday, March 10, 2005
9:50 PM
to my dearest dearest darlingss. wen qi n cherryl. heyys dudes. cheer up! (((((((((:
xoxo
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
8:44 PM
arghh y issit like this. y muz we argue bout these kinda things. i dun understand obviously u juz DUN UNDERSTAND bout the things tt i do. u juz DUN UNDERSTAND me. how the hell r we going to b frens like tt. juz shit off man. seriously. i gave way to u. yet u r tryin to find so many things juz to argue. come on. its true. u simplyDOESNT HAF TT LITTLE BIT OF INITATIVE. i simply DOESNT GET THE MEANING OF CONTROL MY ANGER. u simply juz WANA ARGUE N JUZ WANA THROW UR TEMPER AT ME. i simply juz wana END THE FREAKING ARGUEMENT N GET OVER WIF IT Jesus is simply juz my best fren no one can really beat Him He understand me the best. no matter wad, He will nv let me down He will b der for me FOREVER
y r we gettin jealous over each other when we're juz simply frenss?
xoxo
Sunday, March 06, 2005
12:47 PM
surrenderr. tts all i wana do Lord. i surrender my life to u. take me awayy.