amazing how much weird dreams i can ever have. when i dont even, remember about them in the day? hah. and, yes im smiling to myself because of this sweet thing someone has done for me. thanks again,(: well, that person certainly cheered me up and encouraged me with those words, and when i was smiling to myself at the thought of it while singing the anthem.
lessons are as usual. how boring. someone please deprive me of sleep, and psycho me in thinking school is interesting and fun. ._. i offered many a hug today, but they rejected. well, obviously it was because i stink. HAH. that that that.. pe teacher. remind me of humpty dumpty and sound like a duck =x well, he kinda insulted me by calling me TINA. like, dig your ears lah! im called GEENA, not TINA. it was rather retarded running around with a hockey stick. and there goes tan ah siao laughing at the TINA thing. peraira is nice to bully though X) it kinda reminded me of the times we had playing ever since secondary one. dont ever insult her, or she will call you BLOODY HELL. so typical. tsk. see you people (:
xoxo
Saturday, February 18, 2006
7:20 PM
lalalala (: i was hyper. til i was left all alone again. ): and feelings came back again. rahh. i badly want to know hows your life and everything, and to tell you that your shoes are super striking from far. i know thats dumb but. well. thats me isnt it. and what dawn have been encouraging me is really great cause when im down, it never fail to pop up in my head. "but you know what? i know you can do it" yea, thats great isnt?
and that STUPID dawn. that day i almost kissed francis lah, cause of that dumb corner of the wall and she said "how i wish you could kiss him" )(@&Q$(*&!@*(! and my brother! he punch me in the back and it hurt til now lah. shld have bitten him.
and i realised that theres sooo many desperate guys out there. if only i could mention names. HAHA. and if only i could tell them, stop being so desperate lah! hahaha okok.
gee, i haf so much to blog that i forgot. haha. school is................ ai, shallnt comment. darn, o level is just so close. and my subjs are all dying. eek. and i cant believe im so unaware of my surroundings. my goodness, it must have been dawn's influence of being so blur.
well, gb was great today. though when i was thrown with 5 questions all of the sudden i felt that i have no answer to them at all. but on the bus, memories flooded my mind. and i realised that gb has actually changed me life so so much. (:
well, i learnt many things too. and i've learnt to actually.. yes, stop deceving myself that some are really true. they're only there for show, i would say
ai, really having too much to blog til i forget. see you people (: loves!
xoxo
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
9:21 PM
i was supposed to blog happily. well, as i've said, was supposed to. but suddenly the fact that there's so many issues going on and i find it really hard to believe hit me again. rahh.
it had been two months plus even since you were gone. and i'm only feeling oh-so-upset now. my eyes hurt so much. i really dont know why, but yea, i tot i got infection like that dawn koh. can you see through me? no, i dont think you can. neither can i see through you anymore. 'people change.' im glad you realised.