my day was great. i think. hahahaha. i see no point coming for school since they arent returning my papers, lessons resumed=free periods. they might as well change them all to chinese.ok, i was just kidding, dont kill me ok. im going to start changing my habits, and i dont wish to see you meanwhile. so SCRAM! anyway, you're such a liar, and i think you have not change a single bit. im so glad i aint your friend anymore.
well, i may seem to be alright over here. but i know my thoughts are sometimes here and there. and i still dont get why am i trying to hard to salvage our friendship. why am i still thinking about it? well, its not as if i have done something wrong right, and not to you right. so, why am i so afraid of you? why should i be when i believe that i have done nothing wrong at all, but in fact i feel that you have been the one not doing anything all these while. crap, you this 'friend'. shrugs. dont tell me it is because i have changed to become materialistic. because if you think that way, and you are my friend. you would accept me for who i am. BUT. you are supposed to be the one who come to me and tell me how much i've changed and you are supposed to one who change me. yet, you did not do that. so, why should i care? you did not care a single bit, so why should i? you probably wont be reading this, and even if you do, i dont care because this is frankly how i feel. nah, you probably even forgetten that i existed. i wonder why did i try so hard for a friendship not worth. yep, not worth it at all. you dont give a damn for the past few times when this happen, why did i cry so much for it? i should have known better than to trust you again and again. somehow i knew this was the real you yet i kept lying to myself again and again. so that you are my 'friend'. darn, im such a fool.
and i've learnt. not to put in so much for a friendship not worth it at all.
