alrights. i know im supposed to be studying. i love life.(: this stupid boy is so stupid. i said, yes i just went towning yesterday. he said. where is that? i said, town=orchard. you know what he replied?
oh very good u ReAd bEtWeEn ThE LiNes........ says: picking apples u ReAd bEtWeEn ThE LiNes........ says: hehehe haha
HE IS REALLY ONE EXAMPLE OF A BAD NUT! he's driving me nuts too. haha.
anyway, TAKE THE LEAD (: if you like dancing, then you're made to dance. i'm going to make the world appreciate arts. singpore,specifically. yes, just take a look at the bengs and lians what would happen if you make them attend a arts performance? the bengs would probably spew nth but vulgars. and the lians will be littering the floor with hair by combing it continuously seriously speaking, look at the teenagers nowadays. how many of them really truly understand and appreciate arts? dont they realise that it takes more than it is to actually stand up there on the stage, infront of thousands of people, conquering not only nervousness and stage fright, but they have to keep reminding themselves to not make the mistakes they usually do. it takes hours and days and hard work to probably coordinate the whole group and put up probably 10 minutes of performance. nope, singaporean dont care at all. so, i'm going to change the attitudes of people. like dulaine(:
oh wells, i'm definately going to watch more of those arts show now. and truly learn to appreciate them (:
well,life has been great. but dont always take things for granted and rely on "invisible" stuffs. and i realised that what i've thought of this to be is actually true. well, quite. does it hurt me? i guess it would hurt last time. not anymore. i've decided not to make that effort anymore. because i dont want to be the one and only one clearing up the mess. and this mess, is a really big untidy one. because it has accumulated over years,over time. sad to say, i really have decided to wash my hands off this. whats the point, of trying so hard. i dont want to feel so hurt anymore. so, i've turned to someone i can really trust all the time. this friend would never ever fail me, i know.
infact, even if we clear this up. i wont be able to trust you like how i did before. and yes, i'm not referring to anyone, pointing at anyone. if you want to assume its you, let it be. you can try asking me, who is is, if you want. if you know me, you should very well know what would my reply be.
i'm sorry people, i know i rant quite alot. shrugs. see you, love.
