everybody thinks that im so perfectly alright but the truth is that im not. almost every night n morning haf been tryin to mug for a silly test that makes a difference in my exam marks; gettin these super so big eye bag tt even an outsider saw it even far away. i duno wad m i tokin.
but yet i see myself puttin in effort to work hard n tryin a little harder but yet all you do is to scream at me for nth n juz make me feel so frustuated wif life n every other thin.
you think tt im not upset wif my results but its all so hidden well enough. you think tt i dun work hard enough n you never bother to ask if its anythin else tt im not doin good. you think tt i dun wana study hard to get a better life n get into tt jc that i desire. do you even noe wads tt jc tt i desire. you never bother to ask.
im actually feelin all so terrible all because of all of you. that i actually dislike to even come home now. or even think bout home now. im juz returning home early to aviod tt fear tt you would start callin my phone n screamin at me or scream at me for no reason when i reach home or threaten me wif stuffs.or to lock me out of the house. you dun understand me. infact, you never understood me. i had alrdy made up my mind to juz work hard but yet you never fail to make me feel like such a failure that can never get wad i wan. or mayb im expecting too much. i dun even wana tok to you now. when would you understand me?
