advise: if you cant make a sense of wad i usually type, den dun bother readin. it wont do you any good. n to those hu think tt they noe me really good inside out. think again. dun bother readin this entry too. you wont figure out anythin.
everythin is a lie. once again.
i realised tt i was actually very tolerant all these while. i duno wad is this. yea, i dun understand this myself. all these while this was juz an ice block. i cant stand it anymore. didnt realised it til now. the weakness is me. all along. i duno wads wrong wif all this things. do i really understand this? the emotions are all running wild. not knowing where they were actually from. why is this happening? this wasnt suppose to b like tt. but yet. if it were like tt. den dun you gain an advantage? but so wad if you gain? i dun get it. do you? no, you shouldnt cause you arent suppose to even read this. dazed. shake me out of this please, stop lying to me please, all of you. i cant take it anymore.
