i noe im suppose to b happy. yet im not. probably cause i juz watched mulan. so sad huhs. i seriously arent happy at all. sighh. im suppose to spend time outside wif him la. even not outside but spend time. yet he isnt here wif me. at all. reminds me of the song Almost Here. sighh it isnt any of our fault. probably cause i cant go out i guess. sighh. the more he says wad he usually does. make me feel even more sad.