i hate to doubt wad ppl say. esp those hu i trust alot n i love alot. but things haf made me again n again disappointed. until i haf no choice; i dun put much hope in it. i hate this choice. but is der any other way tt i can walk? now each word tt comes out of ur mouth, i fear, for i fear it is somethin sweet; n loving. but it didnt come from ur heart. did it?
i noe this will hurt u. it hurt me too.
i haf asked myself many a times; y do u keep thinkin bout wad he said over n over? y u cant juz see things as it was before?
this hurts me.
i saw things tt made me upset. mayb not excatly upset. but things tt. make me feel the same way again. siggh. i seem to b in the top of his world. top from the last. i dun see things tt i dun wana see anymore. -cries.
