its the same stupid idiotic old problem again, everythin occuring at the same period of time, before my dumb stupid exams. i cant concentrate, n the reason is obivious. but this time, if i open the book, i cant even read more den 2 sentences n i will run off or msg. oh shit. this problem is BIG man. now i even find it odd to hold the pen properly. ok maybe it was my fever tts y i hardly wrote much. tts y im weak probably. but ders NO REASON for me to start SLACKING. i shldnt b slacking, i dun wana regret not going into my dream school again n regret the time i haf wasted. i cant afford to waste any time; i dun wana drop any sub. it means losing a chance, disappointin my parents, SHOWING MY BROTHER TT I CANT DO IT.
so im going to work for it, hopefully i'll b able to do it n i really miss Haverster. i wanan start forcing myself. if i cant. but i noe tt all things are possible wif God! n i wana go church soon. probably after exam. i hope. anyways. im sorry for arguin wif u mr gundo sotong. u juz noe tt i love u yes? i love u n i miss umr hercules.X)
