its hurtin me deep inside tearin me apart. maybe if im a retard it would b much more better i would b so happy. so carefree. there isnt a need to worry at all. i really dun understand. y is my mum like tt. can she b juz more understandin? thinkin tt shes always right. we r always wrong. she only noes how to say tt we dun understand her. does she understand us. frens arent more important den family. but they play a huge n big role in everyones life. y doest she juz trust her frens. y muz she b so unreasonable n not understanding. wad he ask for is juz a family fren. wads wrong wif tt. i mean its like. she doesnt understand at all. wads so bad bout christians. does praying to the gods in temple work? to me, no way. they dun work at all. but my God is real. prayin to Him works. He answers prayer. y cant she juz b more open-minded. stop thinkin tt christians r so bad. they r not evil or wad. i duno. juz leave me alone to shout scream cry die. Oh God pls strengthen me Lord.
