probably this is my wishlist? when im in my own world of loneliness, or sadness. whenever i haf no mood. i would juz tok to some body. on the phone. yeaa. how i wish. now im tokin to u........ tryin to make me cheer up. maybe u would. maybe u wont. i duno. is crying my only option? or maybe jumpin down from here. im juz kiddin. yeaa i always say n say only. i dont do it. im not so dumb. n juz sayin for fun of itt. alright. juz try to push it outta my mindd. my bday is juz 26 more days. wen is 25. she haf read wad i wanted for my bday. my wish list. been alonee. wif u. juz u. walkin along the beach side by side. havin fun. tokin laughin. n den havin frens in chalet. laughin party-in. sighss. maybe is juz a wish. tt wont come true? maybee. i wont get to celebrate my bday from last yr til next year. this yr wen n sheng kang my wonderful god bro wana go out wif me. im so happy. maybe not now. cant uuuuu juz reply meeeeeeeeee........... sighsss. [[missing u*]] [[[ 2 nov '04][ 22.56p.m]]]