oh man. man! MAN!!!!! die la! tml gettin back results. 2-2 gotten back liao. shit. i really got a feelin im gonna cry tml. wad if i fail. tt would be the end of my life. i really believe tt i would cry if i fail one sub. sighs. wad if i do. would i die. i duno. haiss. so far ms liping haven say anythin bout my results yet. tml is it. tts it. tml. 39 more mins. sighhs. wad can i doo. i cant turn back time. i did study. but not like how i did for mid year. i was laughin at mac most of the time. wad to do. i really cant turn back time. lets juz hope i can at least pass yea?
my prayer: 'Lord Jesus in Heaven, juz wana pray tt no matter wad, u get my heart prepared for tomorrow's result. Lord, also wana pray tt- i really would at least pass all the subjects Lord. to me, if i cant even get to Faith 3-3, i-i juz really haf nth to say Lord. the future in front of me juz.. seem to be blank. totally blank. Yes Lord, i know tt u haf plans for me. but not gettin into a class i haf been hoping for since this yr, would already be a great disappointment. i would be happy if i can remain in faith 3-3 Lord. juz pray tt... u will be there for me alright Lord? yes Lord. no matter wad i shall work hard in no matter wad class i end up in though, work hard to at least pay attention n every class n pass up every piece of homework. be a good girl, be ur Child, Guide me Lord. Thank you lord, in Jesus name i pray, Amen' [[missing you*]] [[[27 oct '04][11.32 p.m]]]
