sighs. wad to do. this type of thin. sighs. juz upset lahss. m i nt worthy of ur trust? im juz wonderin if u still treat me the same as before. maybe yes. maybe no. i duno. im nt u i duno. even if i noe. would i wana noe? maybe yes. maybe no. is this called hurt? maybe yes. maybe no. maybe u haf hurt me. maybe u haf not. i duno. i can feel my heart breakin. im tryin nt to think bout it. when i think bout it. it makes me wana cry. but wad can i do bout it? i cant do anythin bout it i cant turn back time. i cant make u take back wad u haf said. i cant change ur mind. i cant make u tell me. i juz cant do anythin bout it sighss. maybe im nt worthy of ur trust anymore. i duno. maybe u haf told others. n u didnt wanted to tell me. oh wells' wad can i do? sighss. haiss. maybe i will leave it alone like tt. maybe. [[[25 oct '04][20.15p.m]]]]