another day is almost gone. sighss. wad m i suppose to do? i really duno! i really really duno wad to do. im confused. im sad. im.. exploding wif so many differentfeelings. can some1 help me? tell me wad to do? i duno! i juz feel like breakin down n cryin.i duno y.maybe is cause i juz read some1's blog. i cant say hu. is secret. maybe is because huay huay died. or maybe is cause of this. u noe somethin? whenever wen tells me bout her hamsters i will think bout my. haiss. this is the ever first huay huay. the 1st one tt i haf ever taken care. i think it was my fault tt it died. i think is cause it didnt had enough food? i duno. i duno how m i gonna face her. she trusted the hamster in my hands. do u think is my fault tt it die? do u think tt i caused its death? i think so. sighss. i dun think i dare to look @ her or see her anymore. not anymore. cause im guilty. im guilty. how m i gonna tell u tt it died? how m i gonna break the news to u? how m i even gonna look @ u? n. himm. wad bout him. today is the 2nd day. how long do i haf 2 tell u the answer? how long m i gonna take to say a yes or a no? y did u asksuch a question? y did u give me this problem @ first? how i wish.. tt the erson hu asked this question wasnt u. is some1 else. but. will i agree 2? i duno! will i be happy? i dun think so. cause i dun think i love u at all. i think i only treat u as a good fren. tts all. but. no1 wana be rejected. nobody. wad m i suppose to do? HeLp mEeeeeeeeeeeee......
